I’ve made up my mind! I’ve decided to start doing open diary’s on this thingy. These will stray away from the glitter, pomp and circumstance of the rest of the blog 🙂 They will also be a lot less topic based and more feelings/whatever’s going on in my head based.
Let’s get to it!
I’m typically a quick witted, upbeat, don’t take me seriously type of gal, and I want the blog to reflect that, but that’s not all there is to me. I have reeeeeeally low points, just like everyone else. Like, why did I even have to wake up this morning type of days. I get overwhelmed and sad and lonely. I get extremely hopeful, and disappointed. I’m actually very emotional. It doesn’t take anything groundbreaking to make me cry. I’m just one of those people who experiences things very deeply. Thus, I am a crier. I guess tears express words I can’t articulate at the moment.
I cry a lot. But I don’t think it’s a bad thing. I’ve had full blown meltdowns before. To me, it’s better to freak out and look crazy for a couple of minutes and to absolutely release all of the negativity than to let it fester inside of you. That’s like poisoning yourself. You know what they say: more room out than in!
Sometimes I feel crazy but I believe there’s two types of people in this world. The first is crazy, and the second is BORING! Which one are you?